Phew....
I thought it's the heaviest week I got these lately months. Gw cek di data admin, 70 orang Operator di dept gw bakal abis kontrak di bulan Desember. Ga semuanya bareng gitu sih.. Bervariasi lah tanggal akhir kontraknya. But, supaya prod team mudah buat line efficiency-nya, 70 orang ntu akan dirapel langsung di awal bulan. Yeah...It's not that heavy if only they had not been here for 3 years!!! They were all my subordinates, how could I face them through this farewell. Hasil nego ma management pun ga berhasil. Perusahaan gw kan masih berinduk ke HQ di Korea. So, any policies taken according to their main goals. Sayangnya, argu yang diajukan mereka pun memang sangat masuk akal. Hal seperti ini juga dialamin ma sebagian besar manufacturing company. Terutama elektronik. Alright, I can see that. Tapi, tetep aja gw and staff lain bingung abis untuk sampein hal ini. Yang pasti, ga ada lagi perpanjangan kontrak. Coz ini udah kontrak mereka yang ketiga, pilihan cuma ada 2, angkat jadi karyawan tetap ato putus kontrak.. Mmmh.. entah ya, perasaan dulu pas gw putus cinta ga berat gini, knapa mutusin kontrak orang sangat berat. I had worked together and cooperated with them for about 3 years. Dan mereka tuh sama sekali bukan jenis orang yang susah diajak kerjasama. Yah.. mungkin ada juga atu-dua....
So... when the day comes, semua staff dikumpulin di hari terakhir mereka di sini. That's fine, lagian qta ga kudu berkata-kata. Di ruang meeting ntu udah ada GM, Manager and HRD. So.. plannya seh qta cuma bersalaman perpisahan gituh.. Tapi, tiba2 gw n beberapa staf laen kudu ngasih kata sambutan perpisahan gituh.. Usually, that's not a matter to me. I had often talked to them and educated them. Tapi..rasanya berdiri di depan mereka saat ntu...sangat berat.. So, saat gw baru mulai berkata-kata.. I can't stand the sad feeling anymore.. Waduh...walopun udah ditahan2, ternyata gw ga kuat juga. I cried in front of 'em. Duh.. rasanya antara malu, sedih n cepet2 kabur supaya airmata ga sempet netes. Eh...malah dibawain tissu segala ma mereka.. Yeah.. I was not a good leader at that time. Mustinya justru gw yang kudu menguatkan mereka, malah gw yang bikin mereka ikutan sedih.. So, it was weird at that time since I kept saying while crying. I couldn't even recognize my voice anymore. It wasn't me at that time, I know it.
Anyway, sekarang mereka udah ga disini lagi.. All I can do now is only wish them had better future out there.. Bubye....pals...
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